So I'm in a bit of a dilemma here...
I finished high school a few months ago but because of bad grades (unintentionally) in two subjects I have to do the exams again in December, if I get good grades then I can move to a bigger city (full of students) in January to study. ilive with my mother and brother, both of them work during the day while I'm studying. My father comes around a few times a week as well. But in the meantime I'd love to wear diapers when they're away!
I love diapers but I live in a small town. The town has a commercial area with a large shopping area, so there's an oppurtunity to buy diapers. The problem is that almost every time I'm there I meet people I know. Of course I don't want them to know my fetish! My local stores only sell baby/toddler diapers which of course don't fit, I've bought them. Most people I know live outside of my neighbourhood so the risk is much smaller to meet people I know at the local store.
Also, my mother goes on cleaning sprees in my room regularly and she doesn't respect my privacy. There's really only one way i can think of where I can hide my diapers. Above my bed there are some shelves with pillows and other bed supplies. My mother checks that area when she's having friends come over, which happens maybe 2-3 times a year. So she doesn't really have anything to do up there.
I've bought large-sized baby diapers a few times when being alone but every time I threw all the diapers in the thrash after using maybe two or three diapers, ebcause of the fear of getting caught. a few months ago while we had people living in our basement with a baby, one of my diapers had fallen on my floor without me seeing it, my mother found it but luckily she said that "it's probably a diaper sent by mailto the people downstairs from a company so that they would buy this brand for their baby"... (We have the same mail box and she thought I/her/my brother had bought the diaper home from the mail along with newspapers etc). I haven't left any other traces of my fetish.
My mother is a devout Christian (me/my brother and father aren't) and she had a very "old-fashioned" upbringing so i can't imagine what would happen if she found out.
Can you give me some advice? is it safe for me to buy adult diapers and hide them in the shelves above my bed? Thanks for any help!