I've been thinking about this for a while and most of the night while I was at work and also while I was working on a novella, I was thinking about how it is time we focused more on the POSITIVE parts of the AB world and forgot about sites like Deeker.
I know I made a mistake by starting that thread.
I only started it cause I found the whole Hobbes the Cat thing humorusly stupid and absurd. I found it stupid. I found it a dumb-ass excuse and a vaugely thinned 'Calvin and Hobbes' reference that made me want to throw up when I first heard about it early Monday AM whilst on another AB forum; I wanted a beer instead of my usual Mountain Dew, which I drink instead of coffee.
I'd spent most of Monday debating on posting that. When I made my post, I did it because I felt that it was humorus, and stupid that they used that cat thing. I thought others would see it the way I did. A stupid way of presenting a website.
I made a mistake. I feel guilty of producing some unnecessary drama that was not needed here. I have been thinking about this heavily whilst at work last night and online. Just had to decide how to word it.
I admit, when I first came online I went to Deeker's but only because of the links. I stopped going there when the sightings got too creepy for me and I almost called a friend of mine who works for the FBI. I also didn't make that call cause I knew he would ask me questions about my AB side.
I made a mistake that is keeping me awake and and making me feel bad about opening a can of worms I should not have.
If someone wants to rip me apart, accuse me of things, go right ahead... I made a mistake.