I'm new to the forums and to the AB/DL community at large.
I was just curious to know if anyone else finds themselves in a similar situation as me. Here's my story:
I have always (at least as long as I can remember) had a strong attraction to wearing diapers. For the better part of my formative years, that was the extent of my attraction (diapers). I wasn't into the entire AB "lifestyle" (for lack of a better term). When I was 17, I came out about my DL'ism to my girlfriend (who is now my wife). She was very accepting, but we didn't "play" together until I was about 22.
Like I said, up until that point I was solely interested in diapers, and at that point they were only a 'sex object'. I only wore them, but never "used" them. And when I was 'done', I didn't have any further desire for diapers. After we started "playing" together, and the newness sort of wore off, I found myself needing to push the envelope further. The first step for me was wetting. This seemed to satiate me for a while, but then I felt the need to push the envelope again.
The next step for me was a binky (dummy, pacifier, whatever you want to call it). Same scenario again. I was happy for a while, but later felt the need for more, and along came baby bottles.
Lately (I'm now 26), I find that when I am diapered, I feel the need to "play the role" of baby. I enjoy stuffed animals again and like to watch cartoons. I like it when my wife talks baby talk to me and gives me my bottle or binky.
So anyway, back to my question. Has anyone else out there gone through something similar? Anyone else started out as a complete DL, but later transitioned to AB?