Alright well I was a DL for the longest time (since I was 3.... got out of diaper got right back in) so When I was younger I had like set rules... I wouldn't wet the diapers (I'd pour water in them) or poop the diapers. or eat while wearing the diapers. It was just odd all i'd do is watch TV and be diapered. Maybe jump around and play and stuff.
Fastforward to when I'm older and actually get diapers normally and stuff. I had a hard time wetting them initially, but then it turned out to be ok. But I had a really hard time doing anything other then watch TV. Not even talking to people on MSn or going on game message boards or playing video games. It became annoying and due to that annoyance I felt like I was wasting time so I decided to explore the AB side of it and loved it.
So after that I've slowly managed to assimilate diaper wearing with other such things. I'ts been 5 years since I've wornt diapers regurlalry and I learnt how to listen to music while diapered about a week ago. It took me several years to be able to play games while diapered and stuff. for some reason I've had a hard time synchronizing my DL side with the rest of everything. Right now I'm pretty ok with it now... but it took me 5 years to get to where I am.... It's something that I didn't notice till now! I see people being able to do anything with diapers and me just weird.
So my main question is is anyone else out there like me? Are you still having trouble integrating your life to diapers? I mean if so how'd you do it. In all my years as a ABDL I've never once met someone with this problem. So I wonder if someone here has had the problem.
CLARIFICATION: Essentially when I was diapered it was like hard to listen to music. My body didn't want music... it didn't want to do anything other then watch TV and be in a diaper.... not move. I've slowly forced myself to integrate it in my life. Forced myself to get on MSN while diapered make it more normal. If this makes any sense. I wasn't able to just listen to music while diapered, it was off weird not comfortable. Hard to describe.... but it would be like I wanted to listen to music but sine I was diapered it was awkward... same thing with everything else. Now I'm better at it but was anyone else like this? I mean I have no problems anymore or at least not much.