I guess a brief intro?
I'm 18, female, from England. I'm currently completing my A Level exams and hopefully going to university in September to study the Japanese language in London. I read a lot of fiction, go out with friends, I'm into anime and manga which was what got me into Japanese.
I literally only realised today that there is actually a name for these compulsions. When I was younger I would roleplay by myself as a baby, a very big part of me was aware that this wasn't necessarily normal and I was scared of being discovered so I stopped. But since becoming older I think my interest in such things has grown and become more sexual, at the moment I'm still in the fantasising/researching stage and have not worn diapers or anything (in part because I still live with my parents so it's hard to get them) but I'd really like to try it. Hopefully with moving to university I will be able to have more control and privacy to try it in private and then perhaps try it out in public if I want. I am not really sure at the moment how AB/DL fits in with my overall sexuality, whether it's a large part or not, but I guess I will learn with experimentation. I'd probably say I'm leaning more towards DL at the moment.
Anyway, I'm just interested in learning more so I can help accept this part of myself, and maybe making some friends who can tell me a little bit about themselves and how they handle it all, it would be great to talk with anyone with similar interests who can advise me because this is the sort of thing I know my parents and friends would not accept and it is just such a relief to type it all out and be honest.
So, hi, nice to meet everyone!