i took my diapers off today, and i found it more pleasureable taking them off then putting them on.
ive been wearing cloth (my childhood diapers) for 6 years now, so maybe, maybe i grew up again, no? and what i find odder is that i prefer thinner, clothier gear like pull-ups or goodnites or cloth-backed daytime diapers than i do bulky, thick and plasticy night time diapers.
in addition, i found drinking from a bottle very boring, and i found sucking a pacifier nothing but bothersome on my chompers. when i played with mommy, i did it out of habbit, not for the thrill that i had years ago. when i put my boxers back on, it felt much better.
and it makes me sad.but i observed im becoming a much less loving and "sensual" person altogether, but im more geared towards being a rock and a role model for my son and daughters (they do not know about my fetish... and so far im doing a damn good job), then i am towards diapers, and playtime, and "play" time with the wife.
i dunno... i sure do miss them. and they cost me over a thousand dollars. my wallet misses them.