I was wondering how much of this fetish is about the object/feelings, and how much of it is about the fact that wearing diapers past infancy is "forbidden" by mainstream society. For me, it is a mix of both. The fact that I'm doing something that "I'm not supposed to" gets me excited. So that lead me to asking myself this question: If wearing diapers suddenly became a common and accepted thing in mainstream society, would that make being a DL less exciting/rewarding? The weird thing is, as much as I wish that I wouldn't be looked down on for wearing diapers, I also would not want everyone else wearing them, because that would make me less special/unique. Does this make sense?