More then a few times in my life I have hope for some form of failure, when I should be rooting for success. For example last year when my hard drive was dying and I thought I had a bad virus.. every time I was resetting my computer in the back of my mind I was hoping the problem was still there. That's despite me working on the issue for around 2 hours. It felt like im the Joker from The Dark Knight not wanting anything to be fixed, and just wanted chaos.
Has anyone else ever had something similar happen?