I have a moral dilemma that I'd like to get people's opinions on.
A lot of my enjoyment of diapers comes from having other people notice them. For example, when I'm out in public, especially when I'm buying diapers, I like to double diaper so there's a visible bulge. Or when I'm staying at a hotel, I always leave diapers sitting on the dresser or bathroom counter so the cleaning lady sees them. Sometimes I drop coins, pens, etc. so that I have to pick them up and make the diaper bulge more obvious.
I want to make it clear that I've never exposed an uncovered diaper to anyone. I've never even exposed the top fringe of my diaper (like by going shirtless). I also don't do anything or have any kind of clothes/paraphenalia that would make people think diapers are a fetish for me. If people notice my diapers, they'd probably assume it's just a medical condition.
Most folks don't even seem to care: I've gotten a couple funny looks when I'm out buying diapers, but that's about it. Most cashiers and hotel maids are very nonchalant about it, and some are even friendly or act sympathetic about the diapers.
All the same, I have this nagging feeling that what I'm doing is wrong. Since most people find diapers/incontinence awkward or unpleasant to deal with, it seems wrong to expose them (however mildly) to a diaper fetish -- regardless of whether they realize it's a fetish.
So is this just an innocuous thrill, or does it rise to the level of exhibitionism? The fact that I have to ask means it probably is and I should stop.. but I'd still love to hear other people's thoughts on this..