A bit of explanation about the topic title, as of right now I don't engage in any sort of infantilism or wear diapers. However, whenever I was younger (12-13, I'm 20 now) there was a time in my life where I did. Reading some of the topics in the Teen Baby section I saw users that were discussing some of the same things I remember dealing with (where, how to get diapers, and how to keep my parents from finding them).
At first I didn't know if it was really right for me to join up at this forum since I don't wear diapers or feel like an *B. After reading the sticky thread though I saw that the forum welcomes those who understand/accept those who do and well here I am.
Recently after viewing a thread on another website on the subject I started browsing some blogs and different community websites most of which were like this one, very supportive and based upon the idea that our common interest in the subject isn't just a fetish or something to get off to but, something so much more. This was something that I felt wasn't so when I was younger most of the websites around were pornographic in nature, or at best shallow hook-up sites.
Right now I'm not sure where I am with what was once a very real feeling of security, child-like innocence, and "right"-ness with the world when I would wear a diaper (at the time Goodnights were my brand). I certainly would like to try it again but, similar problems as I'm sure everyone deals with are at the forefront of my mind chiefly being my girlfriend and parents. Hopefully I can get the courage up to escape again but, in the mean time I hope the community would accept what is otherwise an "outsider" into their group.
Just a quick bit of personal information about myself, like I mentioned earlier I'm 20 years old, I live in a suburban town in Texas (moo!). I have a job working support for a software company while attending a 4-year university where I am currently a junior and struggling terribly with calculus x_x though this week is finals week so that'll all be over soon. I enjoy listening to music, mostly electronic, and alternative with a bit of hip hop as I can stand it. I play video games regularly, alone and with friends, both PC and 360 if anyone wants to share gamertags or hook up for a PC game sometime let me know. I have a girlfriend with whom I've been with for almost 4 years. She attends a 4-year about 2 hours away from me so I don't get to see her as much as I'd like. I'm currently living with my parents and commuting to school (wouldn't recommend this to anyone if they can help it).
That's probably long enough right there =p
I hope to be able to contribute to the community and can't wait to start posting/reading.