I never thought it possible to be honest. Yeah I've tried in the past and only once back then did it look like the potential was there to make it happen. From memory I was around the age of twenty I believe. We were finally suppose to meet because I was taking a road trip to FL from CA and she was in TX. I showed up in TX and well ....she didn't. That was the last I ever heard of her. Cold feet. The reality was too much for her. Defeated. She broke my heart but I got through it with time. This was inspired by her: Little Paws Cubcare. Just to give you a idea of what she meant to me.
I'm now nearly twenty nine and I'm pretty damn sure I've found a mommy. A local one even. The timing couldn't be more perfect because I was near ready to give up. Aby was no more. RUP is eh. For the hell of it I made a profile at DiaperSpace thinking this place is full of spam profiles. I'm probably just wasting my time, I'm glad I didn't listen to my inner gut though. Sometimes it's better to take the risk because you'll never know till you try. Besides what do you have to lose in the end? I located about three different moms in my general area. It took some guts but I finally got the nerve to send em each a message. This is what I wrote:
"I'm sure you get bogged down with horny perverts so I'll keep this short. You seem like someone I might possibly connect with. Feel free to check my profile and see if you might agree. If all this sounds good I would love to get to you know better.
Thank you for your time. I now return you to the selfish perverts who have no concept of a clue on these kind of sites."
I never understood why people message a mommy but immediately start calling them that. Like they are already theirs. Where's the real connection? Where's the substance? Where's the heart? It blows my mind how naive some people can be. It's hard enough finding someone like this when the majority of moms out there like to whip, beat, and humiliate you. If it's not that then it's some mom who thinks its okay to charge for such services. Sweet! Fake love? Sure I'll pay for something that means nothing! Some dumb people out there.
I figured I be honest straight from the start. Just be me. No titles. No claiming her as mine. Just let things take their natural course and see what develops. Well one of them replied.
It's been about over two weeks now that we've talked up a storm together. I'm on Cloud 9 is all I really can say at this point. I thought I would share this because someone might find what worked for me helpful. If you're not looking, that's okay too. So thanks for reading, from me to you.
..a two parter post coming soon that was inspired by this one.