For starters, I love music. I've been playing guitar since I was 11 (now I'm 44). I play keyboards too. But I can't sing - I can't carry a tune with a handle on it. I have a recording setup in my bedroom...it's a pritty big room. I've got two synthesizers and seven guitars. And I've got some killier recording gear. By the way, can one of the moderators tell me if I can upload some of my original music to this site? That would be cool! I like other stuff too like reading, movies, food, friends and spirituality. I am an ordained minister. I was confirmed last november in my chosen spiritual college so you might say spirituality is my specialty. And it begs the question: what brings an ordained minister to this site? I used to think of ministers as men in black robes who were perfect in every way; they couldn't possibly have sexual issues or desires that were outside of the purity of Adam and Eve.
Long story short, I have struggled with AB/DL thinking and behavior all my life and it's OK. God condemns me not.
I found this site by googling "infantilism" several years ago, during a very dark time of my life. I joined ADISC and I was a member for a short time until my life fell apart. These days things are much better. I have a strong support network, and I get the medical care I need. I'm trying to lose a little weight - but who isn't these days?
Well that's a short intro and I'm a little tired. I might hang out a while or I might lie down. Thanks Bye!