Well, 1½ years later and I come crawling(literally) back to the DL/(T/A)B community. I can't stay off the stuff man!! Old habits die hard I guess.
Hi, I'm Prisoner of Destiny or PoD for short (not pod as in pea pod or P.O.D., the band) and I'm a 19yro TB (that's nine-TEEN), but not any of the norm I suffer from a binge-and-purge cycle of my interest. I can never build enough confidence to overcome my regret of being DL which is reason to my retreat into absence of this wonderful community. I can go through months to years of wanting to burst out my secret in public to shame of myself and slipping into depression. Everytime I make the switch I eventually dispose of all diapers, baby things etc. losing my collection and wasting money. I don't want to this time, or ever again. I feel safe and content whenever I wear; an almost peace of mind. I don't want to have to repress this desire any longer and not worry of what others think. It's harmless and keeps me errr... sane, I guess. lol
I doubt anyone would remember me from my brief appearances in the past, but I do come from way back before the community changed its name from TBDL.org. I hope to make my stay here more permanent and try to maintain my confidence. I try to help out with my input on topics as best I can. I do try to be bourgeois and play on with proper etiquette, it amuses me so :3 So I hope to get along well with you all and happy posting!