Lately I have been having an urge to smoke a cigar. My dad smokes them every now and then and so do his friends and I have grown up around that all my life. I have no complaints about it. Cigars to me just seem so...sophisticated and image of the wealthy. So, lately I have been wrapping my mouth around my cap stick tube and holding it like a cigar and imitating the smoking motion on it.
Throughout my life I have been brainwashed into thinking that I will kill myself if I smoke a cigar. I have some stuff holding me back from doing it though, like it seems like not smoking, drinking, having sex, or doing drugs is the only stuff that is keeping me "pure". But lately I have been wanting to smoke a cigar. I am of legal age as well.
Has anyone else come up to something similar to this?
Think I should give into temptation or hold off?