To start off, I'm not quite sure what to say. I've always been a lurker on the Internet except for this one game I used to play when I was younger by the name of Habbo and WoW (I don't play it anymore.) The reason that this is very strange is because I am a person who has strong ideas and opinions in RL but on the Internet I'm too lazy to speak up or discuss topics.
One reason I have decided to join this community is because there seems to be a high level of maturity and good content through what I've read on cached pages on Google. I'm hoping that being a part of this community will help me discover things about myself as well as advance in the lifestyle.
I'm a 20 year old male (21 soon woo!!) living in North Orange County. I have a girlfriend who I'm practically engaged to who is 21. She is the most important thing to me in my life and I love her to death. I attend college, but just 2 classes and mainly I'm working, with my girlfriend, or partying.
About Me and Diapers
I couldn't really accurately describe when I started liking diapers. I remember when I was around 4-5 I had dreams of being put back into diapers by my parents and using them. One of these dreams actually resulted in a wet bed, but I was never put back into diapers. When I was in first grade two twin brothers moved in across the street from me and were my best childhood friends. One of them however frequently wet and messed himself but I never recall him being put in diapers. One time we were playing legos in my room and my friend peed himself, leaving a wet spot on the carpet. I did the same and clearly remember this being the first time I purposely wet my pants.
When I was around 8 years old I believe my childhood friends moved away forever to a foreign country. My new habit was however to put on multiple pairs of white briefs and use them as "diapers". I guess this was my first experience with any sort of diaper after being potty trained?
When I was around 12 our house had Internet access for the first time (crappy AOL dial-up and NetZero, yuck). I was up late one night, and somehow found Deeker's website. For months I read the stories and content available and eventually tried making a makeshift diaper which failed miserably. At this point I would say my desire for diapers became permanent and became part of my sexual identity.
Since, I feel like I'm making this too long I'll try to shorten it up and address any questions later if anybody actually has any.--
After entering high school I decided to try and lie about bedwetting to get diapers. At first my plan worked and my mom bought me generic Rite-Aid brand adult pull-up type diapers (even though I wanted the Depends). However, I couldn't stick with the program of wetting every night to keep up the scheme and my dad took my diapers away in anger. "If you don't need to wear diapers as a teenager, doing so is not appropriate." -My Father
During high school I tried buying diapers multiple times but usually my parents found out somehow after I had only worn a few. When I became 18 I began experimenting with "adult items" (will not mention anything in specific but I'm not talking about "adult toys", see my name if you really need a hint) and thus became a lot better at hiding things. Since then I have been able to go through a whole package of diapers without getting them taken away. I also met my girlfriend who I have slowly and successfully introduced into the lifestyle. She is my little girl and I love her with all my heart! (and sometimes I'm her naughty little boy)
I still have not had the guts to order diapers on-line and therefore the best diaper I've ever had is probably store-bought Depends. I really want to try Bambinos or Abri X-Plus but I still live with my parents who do not approve of my like for diapers.
I guess I actually didn't shorten this up...I'm sorry if I'm bad at this. I usually don't write on-line really as I said. I guess that's it? I'd be happy to answer any questions.