Ok, so here is a little bit about me, that has been going on for years:
For as long as I can remember, I get angry VERY easily (Probably due to the tension I had at home for nearly my entire life), over things that you normally wouldn't get like LIVID about. And, sometimes it will get worse as time goes on. The example I want to bring up is:
One night I was on my mom's laptop, that has wireless internet. Normal night, nothing special going on online, connection had been iffy the whole evening. Then, the connection fully just goes OUT. I can't get the the signal back, and I just LOSE it. I start getting pissed, cursing at the computer like you wouldn't believe. And then, at one point, I start to cry. And, I don't mean, like a tear falls down out of frustration, I have to bury my head in my pillow so my mom doesn't hear me crying in the other room.
Is it normal to have frustration build up like that, until you can sometimes lose it? Or am I basically having a breakdown, based on something else? I've had regular breakdowns, when shit just gets too heavy, but I can't ever tell if those kinds of breakdowns are because of the anger, or a combination.