So who am I?
My name is Rusty. Rusty Rivers.
I live in beautifull Amsterdam. A few times a year I feel like wearing diapers.
I get them on disciption from my doctor. I told her I wet the bed a couple of times a month. Witch I sadly confess I don't.
I like to listen to hypnotic recordings, and even i go under (into trance) verry well, I just cant let go of my bladder in the night.
I do dream that I wet the bed sometimes and then I am so suprised to find my bed still dry.
I don't let this fettish dominate my life. I find lots of things verry important and fun. These things dont get enough attention when I obsess with diapers. Funny thing is that by letting go of the obsession I feel ok with having some diapers in the couboard. I used to throw them out when I had used them for a long period of time. Like two to three weeks in a row.
Now I can savour the moment for when the time is just right.
Its much better this way