Hi. I`ve gone through a process to "find my self", and now I would like to create a life befitting. So I guess I`m here to look for support and widen my experience, and see if it will impact my life in turn.
I`ve started studying physics, but I`ve taken a half year off to be able to recover from a depression. Things have settled now, though I still have enough of challenges left.
I`m interested in budhism, cognitive pshycology, and how it is tied to basic needs through the childhood. For the time being it takes up alot of my time.
But I got a varied array of other interests, ranging from snowboard to media and literature to miniature war-games.
I would enjoy ABDL, but now it seems I`m first of all submissive. So I`ll start believing in my dreams of finding a caring, patient and considerate woman, that enjoys to put me in girly underwear, diapers, bondage and other restraints, and tell me how I can please her, so that I know I`m all hers. At other times I would love to be treated with motherly love. I do like the more "standard" aspects of a relationship too, and believe it also deserves a bit of space. No pain or punishment though, I`m a tender soul.
I lack confidence and experience in how to find such a fantastic woman as a sub yet, so any words of advice, support, tales or ideas would be appreciated.