I just need to vent real quick here, forgive me for sounded like a broken record.
I went to my sisters band concert today and after it was done I wanted to go up to this group of people where 2 of my friends were, however I felt as though I would be just a disturbance and an inconvenience to them all. I just like this bit of a fear that I would just make everyone think "When will he leave".
Then after I tried to start a chat with one of the same friends and even though there is probably a better explanation as to why she won't talk to me, I just feel like a creepy person for even saying "hi" to here, IDK why though. I just feel as though I am an abomination to this earth, these people, and this society.