I actually just posted my first post in another thread. As I mentioned there I hadn't planned on posting at all.
So I just got my first, well sorta my first, diapers on Tuesday. I'm in my late 20s and made a couple of discoveries that based on fantasy I had not expected.
First a little about myself. I'm in my late 20s and fairly asexual. I do masturbate but it's not something I often do and it's more like eating or going to the bathroom. It's not something I really find a lot of enjoyment in.
Even still when I got the diapers I was concerned that I would have a problem I'm sure a lot of guys here have had to deal with. The whole having an erection while trying to wear a diaper. I figured it would make it difficult to put a diaper on and make the fit fairly dodgy. I was kinda surprised to find I'm not really turned on by diapers. I had always thought it was a fetish but it apparently isn't. I just like the feeling. Like drinking a good cup of tea or getting into a warm bed when it's cold. Since I got the internet and fount out I wasn't alone in this odd little quirk I found everyone else seemed to find sexual enjoyment in it. I guess that's why for many years now, 10 plus, I had just thought I too was like that. I see here that there are others here that are not fetishists. So weird, it's something I never fathomed and am rather happy my interest has manifested this way since I find sex a little icky.
I don't want anyone to get me wrong here. I have no problem with anyone who does fetishize diapers. I always say "I don't care what anyone does as long as they don't hurt anyone else". Likewise the adult baby thing really isn't my thing at all, all power to those for who it is though.
So the second thing that surprised me was the act of wetting. I had always fantasized about this and also figured the erection thing would cause a problem in trying to do this. Seeing as how that wasn't a problem at all I've tried wetting one of the Abena M4's two times now and... I don't really care for it. I like the idea of being having to wet yourself and the aspect of the diaper keeping it from going everywhere but the actual act of it is just kinda gross and made the M4 lumpy and uncomfortable. To me mind you, again don't want to offend.
So that's me I guess. Oh and what I ordered:
- a bag of 14 Abena M4s
- a sample of 3 Abena pullups
- a sample of 3 Abena M3s
- a sample of the two larger sizes of Abena booster pads, which I was surprised didn't come with tape backing. They still work fine though and don't move around at all.
One last minor thing. I thought I'd be all about thickness at putting on like three diapers at a time with boosters, which I did, but I find that one is plenty and a hellva lot more comfortable.