What is the difference between one person who is sparsely depressed but is seriously depressed when depressed compared to a selective group of people were depression is omnipresent?
I am referring to me and my activity in the IRC
My thoughts about the IRC
I have drastic outburst of anger in the IRC because I am too familiar with everyone and I am tired of their shit. tThe IRC is not a suicide hotline but everyone still goes there with their angst and depression like they don’t have any self reliance of faith in themselves that they can solve a life problem. It irritates the hell out of me and my list of people I can't stand grows and grows. And I am the only one who has any balls to call people on their bullshit. So I am removing myself from the IRC.
What happened to people? I always thought people we strong willed and able to accomplish anything with enough determination, hmm how did I get that wrong? Oh yeah, thanks for lying to me mom.
Most of the people on this sight are weak willed, they pop the anti depressants upon the good doctor’s orders, not even taking the time to consider that there is nothing actually wrong with them besides an inferiority complex. We all deny the chance to think for ourselves. We inherit lies, we waste time on the trivial. We follow tradition to quench our thirst and swallow vomit from our ancestors.
What happened to self dependency and reliance? Did we abandon the idea that we can achieve answers most desired when our solution arises from the culmination of our frequent inner struggles after we have taken the time to understand the problem for a group of people who are unaware that they have made it their job to cope with other people's problems?
Why are we so quick to hide our idiosyncrasies behind our maladies and go on clamoring for psychological help when we have made no effort to resolve it by ourselves first
I would rather see megalomania than worthlessness because it is less annoying
and for suicide?
When I am depressed I only go for help when I can't resolve it myself, if I have come to anyone about me being depressed, I have been dealing with it for a substantial amount of time
But I am too proud to commit suicide or even kick around the idea of suicide because I am too proud. I am far too intelligent to waste 11 or more years or mental expansion to throw it all away on a fling of misguided passion. aAnd plus, people expect me to kill myself, so I am set out to prove them wrong.
But I am hung up on the fact that people who feel these extreme emotions and run to the IRC show no effort to take the hit of depression and try to solve the problem themselves
Only you can decide who you are, not other people. Other people can't decide what is best for you, because they don't know you, your thoughts, or anything else that you understand to make cognitive decisions.
Life is a journey of self expression and self realization.
"This world is spinning around me, this world is spinning without me. As I come off of this bad dose of reality I realize I’m not afraid to fail. For failure is a lack of realization"