Well I have my therapist appointment tomorrow, i was all pumped to go, b/c i have a lot I want to talk about, BUT I just got a call from her saying she wants my mom to come with me. So, now i get fucked over. This is going to be a waste of everyones time tomorrow, b.c i will NOT open up to anything. My mom already has a fuck load of shit going on to worry about right now and my problems aren't going to make it any better. So tomorrow I get to drive 30 minutes to got waste 3 peoples time for 45 minutes, fucking awesome. I am just so god mother fucking pissed of right now!!!!! I was cruising along on this scholarship essay that I was writing and this news fucked my up...now another day of productivity wasted.
I can't wait for this mother fucking bitch god damn weekend to start. And now I am worried that treatment will be stopped if I don't open up tomorrow, but I don't want to talk if someone else is there. Well...if I get cut off I will just threaten suicide or something big to get my way!
Fuck...this is going to be interesting. I apologize for ranting, but I just am so pissed.