i'm so glad i found this site! so far i was always thinking i'm an absolute freak!
now i want to properly introduce myself:
i'm lisa, 26 and live in germany. i guess i'm a dl since i like to wear diapers but am not into the baby stuff. talking about these kind of things is absolutely new for me, i've never so far told anybody (in real world and internet) of my "secret". since english is not my mother tongue i'm not sure how to phrase things. but i read through some posts earlier on and you all seem so nice and supportive, i'm sure you'll help me along!
i'd say my dl side goes back to childhood, when i was about 11 or 12, i nicked diapers every once in a while and got a thrill out of using them. needless to say that i was very cautious and never let anybody find out about it. when i went to college (and had my own flat) i got into diapers some more, but at the same time hated what i did. right now i live with my fiance (who doesn't know this side of me). i love him with all my heart, i know he is absolutely the right guy for me, but somehow i just can't tell him.
i'm still pretty confused, feel extremely guilty about me loving diapers and on the other side just can't get away from it. i'm just so glad i could convince myself to register here, since i'm absolutely shy. hope you'll help me feel better about myself!
So far for now. feel free to ask if you have questions!