as you can see this is my first post and i'm not sure how to start. well, i wouldn't post at all if i was not so desperate for help. i guess i'll skip most of the introduction stuff, just a little background information: about 5 years back i really got into dl, but tried to quit after i moved in with my fiance (then boyfriend) 2 years ago since he wasn't to know anything about it. i threw away all (almost all ...) my diapers (such a waste!). a few weeks ago i couldn't help it anymore, took out the remaining diapers, even got new ones, hid them pretty good since i still didn't tell my fiance about it.
now the problem:
i recently discovered that i'm pregnant. really early stage, and i'm absolutely happy. i just am so afraid it might hurt the unborn if i keep living my dl side as well. who can help me? can my wet diapers be bad for my baby? what (worst case) could happen? i don't want to have a miscarriage or anything! i as well want to have a healthy child and do all i can for it. i have no idea who else to ask, nobody knows i'm a dl. please help!