So I have a group of friends that I share my infantilism with, every time I go and stay at their house I usually have some pajamas, maybe even a plushy, so they know I'm very childish. I even once told my friend Kay about my diapers, I told her whilst I was drunk she tells me. (First time getting drunk many years ago and I go and tell a huge secret)
They're pretty accepting, as well as probably wishing I would grow up, they don't really give me all the respect I need, and sometimes they make jokes about things which they forget that I do.
For instance Kay has an ex boyfriend, and she would make jokes about him wetting the bed. He wasn't incontinant or into piss, he was just incredably lazy. So she makes jokes about it and I'm sitting there thinking "I wear diapers remember?"
So I kind of wanted to say something but didn't want to embarris myself and I HATE awkward silences. So better yet, I wanted to get myself caught. I've worn diapers around them before, even in my pajamas where I've been asked "Why are you rustling." course I've gone and quickley changed the subject.
So usually I wake up first after a sleep over (I sleep on the couch in the living room), and when I do I roll over and sleep more, so I did except first I rolled over on top of the covers and pulled my pajama pants down just a little so my diaper would show over the top.
Friends walk in, getting ready to go to work, I've already fallen asleep again (Or just eyes closed) and then nothing else. Now I know for a fact Kay has looked down at me while I've laid there, and at that time my diaper has shown.
I wonder if they notice but choose not to say anything, or if they're completley clueless.
Right now it doesn't bother me how much of my infantilism they're accepting, they've been upsetting me a little recently, but that's not the point of this topic.
Ever tried to reveal yourself before? Why? Do people just ignore this if they don't know what to say about it?