For at least the last 10 years I have worn toddler underwear (funpals, showtoons, gap, etc) and diapers. Not for any other reason but the feeling. I know it sounds crazy (hopefully not on this site).
It started after some abuse occurred in which I dreamed of building a machine that could spank me and diaper me like a baby. I came from a family that did not set a lot of boundaries so it was hard to determine what was right and wrong when some events happened in my childhood. (please do not send me private messages asking me what happened ... I will not reply ... it is in the past and does not directly effect my reasons for wearing them today)
Having a relaxed home environment of course has it good side too when it comes to my love for infant related items as my Mom has been supportive throughout my childhood and although it has not came up in conversations for some time I know she would still be supportive. I still feel like a kid and I guess I kind of still am a kid.
I am currently in my graduate studies (mathematics ... so excuse any grammar issues) with a desire to obtain a doctorate in the field before I reach 30. I love school and never had issues with life as I usually hang around the with a close group of friends.
I am single and have a real close girlfriend who really is understanding and supportive. Like a mom to me and a good friend (best of both worlds).
The only time I got caught at school was in the 7th grade wearing pokemon underwear (what they did not notice was my diaper underneath). It haunted me for a good month or two but it eventually just became a secondary conversation at most, as they did not get the reaction from me when the comments would be made at school. I got more comments about wearing briefs when it started settling down.
Close friends know I wear them and it is never really an issue. Diapers come in great when you are out drinking with friends ... just do not be silly and intentionally release a full bladder! (accidents do happen)
As mentioned I do not wear diapers to control leakage and just for fun. I do release small amounts of urine when I am wearing a diaper throughout the day. It does gets full by the end of the day. The last two days have been unique as I have gone through a few extra diapers as I am releasing a little more then normal as I am inside and do not have to worry about making a diaper last for the whole day.
I look forward to reading stories and sharing a few when I have the energy or looking for a time killer between studies.
(to be continued)