Hey ADISC, im kinda shy when it comes to this area. Im usually quick to open up but the first step for me is always the hardest. Im not incontinent and im not an adult baby but i am an adult that enjoys diapers, and does occasionally have minor accidents(mostly at night, though sporadically, and even more so during the daytime due to my inability to really "hold it")
I've been into diapers truly since before i can remember, like i have memories of trying to make them out of paper towels and plastic bags when i was really REALLY young and bored, before i even knew what i was really doing. Its not so much a sexual thing as much as it is a security thing. Im not into any kind of BDSM or sub thing. Diapers for me just represent complete freedom and loss of worry, a rush of emotions that make me extremely content like nothing else can.
I not only like to wear but i also enjoy using as well, for both purposes, all though as i usually have to change myself, i hardly ever mess myself. Im also really lazy when it comes to changing myself and mostly prefer to double up then to have to change too often. During the day i'll wear some sort of pull-ups, but at night i really prefer a thick disposable. I've never been in cloth but im dying too. I actually enjoy wearing onsies, sleepers, and footed jammies and also having pacifiers and occasionally bottles but i still like to act like a normal person, maybe a little toddler-ish.
Im 21 and sad to say that i have never met anyone else who has shared in this interest that i know of (face to face), as far as i know this is all a conspiracy haha jk. I started to realize that there was actually other people who felt like this as well in my teen years and have been growing more comfortable about it ever since, however nothing would ever keep me from enjoying this sort of outlet, im just glad ADISC is here for me, and "us".
But im growing extremely frustrated not having anyone to seriously talk to about any of this stuff; like how to deal with close ones who don't know, close ones you want to be alright with it, dealing with it in public, and in private and other such matters. So please people =\ help me out,
im floating in a sea of pee,
and there's no absorbency,
as far as my eyes can see,
to save me drowning
from being overwhelmingly lonely =(
So what's up ADISC !!!!?
Well, either i have a forum disease i can't see or i must sound creepy or something cause there's no greetings for me =(