This past weekend, my good friend Kitsuno, drove 3 hours out of his way, to come see me and Skittles for the weekend He brought all sorts of cute and amazing things (I already miss your duffel-bag of awesomeness, Kitsuno! XD) Anyway, Kitsuno and I worked around my work schedule over the weekend, and we got a good 24 hours (just about!) of cubbing in over the course of three days and two nights. It was the most fantastic weekend I've had in a long long time especially after the past month of being nothing but depressed and down on my luck, YEAH, it was really really satisfying to finally be able to cut loose.
But what was really more satisfying than anything in the world, was when it was time to go, after many a change, epic cuddle times, over 9000 disney movies, laughs shared, and definitely a unique experience for the both of us (isn't it unique for everyone? That's the appeal... it's never the same, twice.) Kitsuno turned to me and he said that "I made him the happiest he's been in a long time", that I "Helped bring back part of his innocence" and that he's "never felt more closer or intimate with anyone else"... and I mean this Kitsuno, from the bottom of my heart, that touched me... It just about brought me to tears, in fact if you were wondering why your shoulder was a little wet after you left, yeah, I probably cried a little on your shirt. I just wanna say that, you other furs out there... or you other *b/dl's out there... all you other babyfurs and littlefurs and toddlerfurs... be proud. Be VERY proud. You have this awesome, profound, and amazing ability to connect with other people of your league, in a completely DIFFERENT way than any other "normal" person would ever think about doing. And it frustrates the FIRE out of me how even other babyfurs, or *b's don't realize that they have that ability, because they don't quite understand that there IS a HUGE difference between intimacy and sex.
This WAS NOT sexual. It was ANYTHING BUT, if it were to have been anything sexual, it would have been as wrong as me trying to seduce my own little brother. All the times that my friends and family were trying to tell me that I was misguided, and on a path of destruction, if I delved any further into this "mania" this "fetish" this "perversion"... Nothing ever felt more right, nothing in the world. And it became quite apparent to me, that we have an awesome power. It's this strange and beautiful connection between us all, even through our differences, baby-talk sounds the same to everybody's ears. Pure, uncensored, unfiltered, love. The reason that this is on a babyfur/littlefur forum is because that is who we are.
We are babyfurs. Just say it out loud, if you are one. Just say it.
Doesn't it feel good?
Has anyone else ever experienced this kind of epiphany? I want to know. I really do. Because now that I can feel this kind of intimacy with any other babyfur, like Xane... or anyone else who I'm going to meet in the future, I want to share it with the world.
It makes me so happy. You guys have no idea, I'm tearing up just trying to type this out, it's hard to see my monitor...
Thank you Kitsuno, thank you Xane, your my brothers for life, and nothing will ever change that. I promise.
I love you guys with all my heart.