Ahem. Um, this isn't something I would normally talk about, and is a source of great embarrassment for me. But here it is.
Sexuality has never been a 'fo sho' thing for me. I have observed both attractive women AND men, but have never had romantic attachments to the latter. When I see an attractive person, I don't get the 'normal reaction' for a guy. Naked people don't seem to do anything for me. When I... ahem... commit a certain 'sin', I am thinking about fetish-related things, and not things related to people.
That said, in all of the relationships I have been in, when I got close to the girl, held her, kissed her, and so on and so forth, the 'normal reaction' 'reacted' as it should.
What does this make me, exactly? In our culture, men are depicted as visual creatures. We're supposed to thrive on seeing titties and all else that is unseen on a lady - or, for some, on a man. I seem to enjoy the intimacy of a relationship, the romantic aspect as well. What the fuck am I? Is this normal? Gahhhh.