...well... I guess it's that time again.
Now, I know the binge-purge cycle is kind of abstract, and, if I do say so myself, I've handled the urge to throw out RAWR EVERYTHING pretty well...
Ugh, I hate it when I start writing something and forget what I was gonna say by the time I finished.
Anyway, I'm gonna try to log onto adisc and post in new threads now. As opposed to having a RAWR SPIKE in activity when I'm feeling tb-social and then RAWR VALLEY as I get embarassed by even seeing the adisc homepage.
Lately, I've actually started making friends, and it made me feel warm and fuzzy inside and everything, but I felt guilty for leaving adisc -- the kind of guilt that comes with doing something that feels right but may have dubious consequences in the future.
I'm talking about relationship consequences... With practice in real life, I'm kinda hoping I can avoid problems... problems like what happened with... uhh... people... whose names I don't feel comfortable saying here...
Argh... there goes any semblance of rational thought. Yeah, mark "self-loathing" on the list of things for me to deal with while I'm here.
So, anyway, that's why I'm back, and that's why I might seem... out of it... while I'm here, for a while, at least.
Respond, don't respond, it doesn't really matter... I haven't said anything new, and I chickened out from saying anything important. I just needed to post this here to remind myself that this site exists and that I promised myself I'd come back.