I'm so nerve racked right now.
I don't go out often wearing diapers, or even planning on getting all padded up when I've reached my destination. I usually keep the padding as a bedroom thing only.
However, this last week I met another diaperfur online. We had planned to meet up at a mutual friends place to play some Magic and hang out padded. I've never really done this before, and I was quite nervous. However, I was also really excited. I've wanted to hang out with other diaperfurs in a normal setting where were just hanging out and playing games. It's sort of the one thing I only want to do while padded, sit around and play card games, video games, etc.
Well, after arriving at my friends place, I found out he wasn't really interested in...eh, anything i suppose, and then the other guy who I had been chatting with never showed up. It made me feel very awkward and out of place. Like, I had tried to set something up that people just didn't want to do. Only, I was under the impression that they were totally down for it. I haven't really gone out and tried to meet too many other DLs before and this was sorta my first attempt to hang out and get to know one of the locals.
So there I was, at my friends place watching a Harry Potter movie with my padding and Magic in my backpack and this thought gong through my mind, "WTF was I thinking".
Honestly, I was so scared about how the whole thing had played itself out I got up and left early. Now I'm thinking that it was such a bad idea, I'm not going to make another attempt. I don't think I could handle that again.
Anyone else have a similar story?