ya.... i can't sleep i just keep starting to fantasize about sex every time i lay in bed. the only thing that i have been able to do is wear a diaper and for some reason that completely stops the fantasizing i i fall asleep within about 10 min when normally it would take me about 20 to 60 min to fall asleep.
And i'm not sure why but when ever i think about sex in my head i go "hell yes, i want to do "it"" and "o, god no" at the same time, and I'm so confused! My very good friend that i was going to have sex with (mostly likely it's not gonna happen now) said that, this is just from my hormones and hesitation going against each other, but i don't know what to think any more! PLZ help