As A DL Exiled into his own brain as a child, I lived in a state of paranoia about my ...fetish, lifestyle, freakish need. Depending on the mood I was in sometimes I saw myself as a monster and some days I just wanted to be in world that accepted me and my diapers.
It took years ...oh wait I mean YEARS!!! of self study and experience before I had that moment of "Eureka, I am more than my diapers and I am cool with myself padded butt or no padded butt"
I imagine now though that I had similar issues as many of you. For instance anyone every debate killing ones self, I did. Every considered burning all the diapers in efighy to god because diaper love was FOR THE DEVIL BOY! I'm evil cause if it. Or at least I thought at times in my youth that I was. I sometimes wondered if I would hurt kids beacuse of this twist. To date I have done nothing but help children in need ( Forgot to mention I am a paramedic with the local squad)
SO no, not a pervert just a guy with a niffty set of ideas that differ from society.
How about you, how did you overcome it and did you have any of the same experiences as me?
This may be a good topic to let the shy know they are not alone.