Well this is just me letting off some steam, but if you want to, read this. For some reason I just have this powerful urge to talk to the girl that accepts my DLism. I like REALLY want to talk to her, not about diapers, just talk like a normal teen would do. I just don't want to push it on her to talk more, in fear that I may creep her out and *boom* massive spiral of depression(again).
I am also getting REALLY REALLY pissed off with myself right now, I am un motivated...I really want to launch this new business idea of mine, but now i just don't feel like pushing myself to do it. Which in turn is making me regret my choices in life...I put off hanging with people and making friends and trying to flirt and get a relationship and pour all my resources into trying to get rich. I am constantly in fear about "If I don't make money now, I'll have a shitty life and will be a poor failure for the rest of my life"
Well, ignore this if you feel like it, it would be nice if someone can cheer me up and make me get motivated.