Well maybe I'm just in a depressed mood, But I'm stuck here thinking about this girl Aly. I've been hanging out with her allot lately. An she truly is the most wonderful person I have ever meet.
We have allot of fun together, but very like minded thinkers. An enjoy being around each other so much. We are kind of stuck thought. She also loves another man. The other man asked for a break, an me and Aly shortly feel in love with each other after a while.
But something dosnt feel right in my heart, I can see being happy with her for so long. Its not that I don't feel like she is the right person for me at all. In fact I don't think I'll ever meet someone better than her. I just cant see her being happy with me. I don't think I could be enough. I think even thought she would be happy with with me. I don't see her being truly happy.
I feel like being with me would be settling for less than she deserves. For some reson breaking up with her, Seems to be the only thing that feels right. Maybe spare her from heart ache caused bye me later in life. Or maybe so she can find what she is clearly ment to have.
I know that we both love it each so much. I can see it in her eyes when she looks at me. But something feels broken inside of me. Idk
I just dont know why breaking up, and letting her go feels so right. When I want nothing more than to be with her.