My name is Dee. Ive been on and off with TB/DL feelings. I still feel like I'm alone with it all, even though theres an enormous amount of people online that share my feelings, but I dont want to tell people around. Fearing theyll think im strange/weird or sick. I originally bought diapers because I was wetting the bed and didnt want anyone to know and it just escaladed from there. I wore them at night for a while, then I began to love diapers, wore out of my home a couple of times, but you know how sometimes you feel people are pointing and staring, even though their not. I looked around on the net a little while, and I've NEVER posted. EVER! This is my first posting after 4 years of these on/off feelings. I feel like I'm new to everything but I'm also more experienced than some others because I've been shoving these feelings around for quite a few years. But anyways, I guess I'm just saying hey and I'm new to the community. So Hi!