OK, I was wondering if anyone else feels like this. As some of you may know I have fencing lessons. I go to these lessons every Tuesday, and once I get there I always love it. It really hypes me up and I am buzzing for ages afterwards. It's a great feeling to have and in the week it is one of the few things I consistently enjoy.
However, based on how much I look forward to going you wouldn't think that. Before I go, sometimes right from the start of the day, just the thought of going really gets me down. I just feel like I really don't want to go, even though I know I will enjoy it when I get there. It's a crazy feeling. I will just be sitting there, getting ready to go and my mind will be going "Noooo!" but as soon as I am there and I get going I get really hyper and I feel great, even if I get tired out.
I was wondering if anyone else feels like this about something, or if they have a possible explanation as to why someone could feel like I do with fencing. Your help and ideas are much appreciated.