I want diapers and a Nuk 5 very badly but have no way of getting them without help from someone else and that would mean telling them about being AB/DL. I'm 18, live with my parents and younger sister and can't see well enough to drive or even walk to a store. I can't order online because they're always home and would be very curious about the package and I don't have any money anyway because every dime that my dad and I make with my band goes to help pay the bills because neither of my parents work.
The only way I could get diapers would be to tell someone so they could get them for me. That person would have to be my mom because there is no way I could tell my dad because he gets very weirded out by strange things like this and would jump to conclusions that I'm either gay or a pedophile (which of course neither is true.)
I just don't know what to do because I've been wanting diapers for a VERY, VERY LONG TIME. The only diapers I have ever had in my life were baby diapers which I stole from various people (and they never fit anyway.) I've been really longing for real diapers and pacifier for too long now. The make-shift diapers just don't do it anymore. I don't know what to do!