I have been told by one of my online friends I am happier in my diapers. I have asked some of my other online friends and they also say I am happier in them too. I asked my bf if I'm happier in them and he said the same.
Without them, I am less energetic and more irritated so it's as if diapers are my therapy and make me more of a pleasant person to be with.
I can also remember my mother telling me when I was 21 about my diapers "I know it's something you need to do." She made it sound like it's something I have to do or I'd die if I can't wear one. Now I wonder if maybe she meant I'm happier with them on and she'd rather have a happy daughter than a depressed one and is less pleasant to be with.
It's as if I emotionally need them.