I think this is the right place for this topic because after all it's about being turned on.
I get turned on when I get my diaper changed or have one get put on me and I get turned on when I put my bf in one but I don't really have an interest in putting one on him because I prefer thin guys for some reason. I find fatness unattractive no offense but luckily my bf has lost lot of weight and is still trying to lose it. Well my ex told me I get turned on when I get my diaper changed and when one gets put on me and my current bf said the same but I don't feel any excitement or any tickle feelings in my stomach. Is this even normal to be unaware of being turned on despite that I get wet down there but I can't feel it unless air gets blown on me down there.
The last time I actually felt turned on was when I was talking to one of my online friends and we were talking about a topic that makes me horny and I felt excited inside me and I felt myself down there and indeed I was really wet and some of it got on my underwear. I have also gotten that same feeling when I look up diapers online, adult diapers of course and I have gotten the same feeling about Johnny Depp as Sam from Benny & Joon. But I don't feel it when my bf puts me in a diaper or when he baby's me or when he changed me and he said I was turned on when he was acting like a baby and I didn't even feel it. My facial expression said it he said but I didn't feel it. Is it normal to be turned on and not feel it?