I'll start off by saying I wasn't really sure where to post this. I'm not really an AB (except for slight tendencies), but this doesn't really concern diapers in themselves. Mods: fell free to move this as you see fit.
So, the last couple of weeks I've been seeing this psychologist. I wouldn't normally ask this question as being a DL isn't something that doesn't really bother me, but allow me to elaborate:
The reason I've been seeing a psychologist is because of what can best be described as panic attacks. Meaning that a few times a week I'm hit by a sensation of despair that lands me on my bed for several hours, often ending with me feeling so depressed I feel as if I have to throw up.
Me and my psychologist have been trying to figure out why. So far we've covered the more obvious reasons that could be responsible. But as this has gone on for longer than any of the direct reasons we've decided that those probably aren't the core issue.
He's asked me to pretty much write him a short self-biography in an attempt to find this core issue, focusing on things in my life that has caused me problems.
That's were the question of telling him about my *B/DL side comes in. It's something I really like keeping to myself and have a hard time talking about. I don't have a problem with it being a part of me whatsoever, and as such I find it hard to believe it could have much to do with my panic attacks. On the other hand, I don't really know what could.
I realize that few if any of you are psychologists yourselves and have deep insight into things like this, but any advice on the subject would be appreciated.