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    Hi,

    My first post on an english forum, my mother tongue veing french. Let's see if you can understand me.

    I'm a DL since half a century. As far as I can remember, I always wanted to wear diapers. My mother claims that I was clean for #2 before 1 because she was doing massages on my belly to automate the dumping on a piece of paper during the change (in the 60s, it was cloth diapers and washing only #1 was a victory).

    Was it only massage or more "stimuli"? No idea. The fact is that very early, I was potty trained. There is no picture of me after 2 wearing diapers.

    But most of my rememberings in the early age are around the whish to wear diapers! Seeing friends being diapered before bed (probably around 3-4) was so "interesting" that I asked my grandma to offer me some for a Xmas at probably 4-5 (that I got).

    Between 12 and 15, I've been hardly abused every 2 weeks. Being childish looking, one day my abuser said to me in a supermarket, your dick being small as a baby one, maybe you should wear theae diapers (in front of baby things). I did answer that this was funny but no thanks and I promised myself that he would never ever know about my desires.

    When I finally had my pre-teenager growth and my body started to call for personal pleasure, I had my first complete masturbation in a diaper. This day, I understood that I would never let my abuser play with my pleasure. Without the diapers, I'm not sure I would have been able to analyze what was happening and I would have been "educated" by the abuser.

    40 years after, I got 3 childs, all grown, mature and happy. They know nothing about all these parts of my life and I'm a respected professional with a stable life, married since decades.

    I can say that diapers saved my life!

    Taba

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    Bonjour and welcome Taba!

    Thank you for sharing your story. It is quite the story. I am glad you were able to keep your love of diapers away from your abuser. I hope he eventually paid for his crimes against you!

    Sounds like it was a great escape from the abuse for you.


    Welcome to the community!

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    Hi,
    You know the concept of prescription? It took me 30 years to talk about this and unfortunately, the crime was prescribed...

    I have to live with that...

    At least talking about diapers is much easier !

    Taba

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    Hi and welcome to the site. I'm sorry you were abused as a child. I hope you like this site as we are a support site as well as an AB/DL/Ic site.

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    Quote Originally Posted by TabaCrate View Post
    Hi,
    You know the concept of prescription? It took me 30 years to talk about this and unfortunately, the crime was prescribed...

    I have to live with that...

    At least talking about diapers is much easier !

    Taba
    I am familiar with the concept and it is unfortunate. Best to not dwell on what we cant change as they say. Sounds like you have moved on and have a beautiful family now so that is great to hear.

    And yes great you can talk about your love of diapers now with others that share that interest!

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    Welcome Taba! I went to France with my family as a young teenager as it was wonderful, all the history and amazing chateaus and castles... a lot different than Texas....

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