TabaCrate
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Hi,
My first post on an english forum, my mother tongue veing french. Let's see if you can understand me.
I'm a DL since half a century. As far as I can remember, I always wanted to wear diapers. My mother claims that I was clean for #2 before 1 because she was doing massages on my belly to automate the dumping on a piece of paper during the change (in the 60s, it was cloth diapers and washing only #1 was a victory).
Was it only massage or more "stimuli"? No idea. The fact is that very early, I was potty trained. There is no picture of me after 2 wearing diapers.
But most of my rememberings in the early age are around the whish to wear diapers! Seeing friends being diapered before bed (probably around 3-4) was so "interesting" that I asked my grandma to offer me some for a Xmas at probably 4-5 (that I got).
Between 12 and 15, I've been hardly abused every 2 weeks. Being childish looking, one day my abuser said to me in a supermarket, your dick being small as a baby one, maybe you should wear theae diapers (in front of baby things). I did answer that this was funny but no thanks and I promised myself that he would never ever know about my desires.
When I finally had my pre-teenager growth and my body started to call for personal pleasure, I had my first complete masturbation in a diaper. This day, I understood that I would never let my abuser play with my pleasure. Without the diapers, I'm not sure I would have been able to analyze what was happening and I would have been "educated" by the abuser.
40 years after, I got 3 childs, all grown, mature and happy. They know nothing about all these parts of my life and I'm a respected professional with a stable life, married since decades.
I can say that diapers saved my life!
Taba
My first post on an english forum, my mother tongue veing french. Let's see if you can understand me.
I'm a DL since half a century. As far as I can remember, I always wanted to wear diapers. My mother claims that I was clean for #2 before 1 because she was doing massages on my belly to automate the dumping on a piece of paper during the change (in the 60s, it was cloth diapers and washing only #1 was a victory).
Was it only massage or more "stimuli"? No idea. The fact is that very early, I was potty trained. There is no picture of me after 2 wearing diapers.
But most of my rememberings in the early age are around the whish to wear diapers! Seeing friends being diapered before bed (probably around 3-4) was so "interesting" that I asked my grandma to offer me some for a Xmas at probably 4-5 (that I got).
Between 12 and 15, I've been hardly abused every 2 weeks. Being childish looking, one day my abuser said to me in a supermarket, your dick being small as a baby one, maybe you should wear theae diapers (in front of baby things). I did answer that this was funny but no thanks and I promised myself that he would never ever know about my desires.
When I finally had my pre-teenager growth and my body started to call for personal pleasure, I had my first complete masturbation in a diaper. This day, I understood that I would never let my abuser play with my pleasure. Without the diapers, I'm not sure I would have been able to analyze what was happening and I would have been "educated" by the abuser.
40 years after, I got 3 childs, all grown, mature and happy. They know nothing about all these parts of my life and I'm a respected professional with a stable life, married since decades.
I can say that diapers saved my life!
Taba
