gnd567
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I want to meet some ABs in person. I want to finally start looking for my mommy. I've always wanted to go to some munches and get to know some real ABs in person but I can't because my eyesight is so bad (legally blind/VERY low vision) that I can't drive and I can't navigate too well in unfamiliar places. This means I'd have to someone to drive me and to be accompany me and that would mean they'd have to know about my secret. I've never told anyone about this side of me and I don't think I have anyone that I'm close enough to trust telling them about it. I have one person that could be considered a friend but I don't think he's responsible enough to keep it to himself and I don't want to be thought of differently by him.
I'd join FetLife but I'm so afraid that a couple of my coworkers (who frequent and even met each other on FetLife and are now boyfriend/girlfriend) will see me there and tell everyone at work about me. It would be career suicide if work found out.
This along with my social anxiety stemming from my PTSD have all got me at a standstill.
I'm lonely and want to change that but not sure how to go about it.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated. I don't know what to do.
I'd join FetLife but I'm so afraid that a couple of my coworkers (who frequent and even met each other on FetLife and are now boyfriend/girlfriend) will see me there and tell everyone at work about me. It would be career suicide if work found out.
This along with my social anxiety stemming from my PTSD have all got me at a standstill.
I'm lonely and want to change that but not sure how to go about it.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated. I don't know what to do.