I haven't been able to track down any discussion on this topic, but it's quickly becoming a source of anxiety for me personally.
I've struggled with the ABDL binge/purge cycle on and off for about 8 years now.
It was a distant fantasy in my childhood, but I started experimenting with wearing premium diapers in college, and enjoyed it too much.
I did it in secret from my girlfriend for the first 3 years of our relationship until getting caught through my browsing history. This put a huge dent in our relationship, and has had extreme consequences in her trust ever since (coupled with a past porn addiction).
After getting caught I stopped for a few more years until settling back into secretly divulging again for the past 2 years, until you guessed it, getting caught wearing diapers in bed, BIG MISTAKE. She nearly left me that night.
We have a very strong and personal relationship with each other, and try to discuss things with each other openly, but she is 100% opposed to it, and I love her enough to respect her wishes, as I value our relationship over my own fetish, however as many of you are aware, it's not always something you can control and the desire is always there.
We're married now, and a new source of stress has been realized, as she is pregnant. While I'm excited to meet my new daughter, I'm worried about the temptation with all the baby stuff around. I already get nervous whenever someone starts a conversation talking about diapers, and I've discussed this openly with my wife to avoid conversations about them. I get butterflies in my stomach and want nothing more but to curl up in a ball wearing a diaper.
Our baby shower was recently, and every diaper and pacifier I saw sent shudders down my spine.
I feel like this should be a more prevalent topic in the abdl community, is anyone here a parent that went through this situation? And for the younger people, are you worried when you reach this stage in life?
I'm terrified I'm going to be stealing my daughters diapers and pacifiers and curling up in her crib when my my wife and child aren't home. My greatest fantasy is being in a baby room surrounded my baby stuff wetting myself, and I'm paralyzed with stress that's going to happen.
Any advice/ personal experiences?
I've struggled with the ABDL binge/purge cycle on and off for about 8 years now.
It was a distant fantasy in my childhood, but I started experimenting with wearing premium diapers in college, and enjoyed it too much.
I did it in secret from my girlfriend for the first 3 years of our relationship until getting caught through my browsing history. This put a huge dent in our relationship, and has had extreme consequences in her trust ever since (coupled with a past porn addiction).
After getting caught I stopped for a few more years until settling back into secretly divulging again for the past 2 years, until you guessed it, getting caught wearing diapers in bed, BIG MISTAKE. She nearly left me that night.
We have a very strong and personal relationship with each other, and try to discuss things with each other openly, but she is 100% opposed to it, and I love her enough to respect her wishes, as I value our relationship over my own fetish, however as many of you are aware, it's not always something you can control and the desire is always there.
We're married now, and a new source of stress has been realized, as she is pregnant. While I'm excited to meet my new daughter, I'm worried about the temptation with all the baby stuff around. I already get nervous whenever someone starts a conversation talking about diapers, and I've discussed this openly with my wife to avoid conversations about them. I get butterflies in my stomach and want nothing more but to curl up in a ball wearing a diaper.
Our baby shower was recently, and every diaper and pacifier I saw sent shudders down my spine.
I feel like this should be a more prevalent topic in the abdl community, is anyone here a parent that went through this situation? And for the younger people, are you worried when you reach this stage in life?
I'm terrified I'm going to be stealing my daughters diapers and pacifiers and curling up in her crib when my my wife and child aren't home. My greatest fantasy is being in a baby room surrounded my baby stuff wetting myself, and I'm paralyzed with stress that's going to happen.
Any advice/ personal experiences?
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