I don't know if this happens to everyone but it's weird because for the past few years I've been dying to get my hands on some real diapers such as Abena's or such but never had the chance to so always used homemade towel ones. But now after a few times of wearing them the novelty and thrill of it has practically vanished down to zero, it's like that 'Mana bar' on the side of your RPG game that after so many spell casts you gotta wait for it to regen, lol.
I know there's the 'binge/purge' cycle but this is completely different. In the excitement I can see how some can justify wanting to be perm. incontinent but after the rush is over I think they'd think differently.
Just wanted to see if that's how all of are, the longer you wait the better it seems and after you've had it a few times the thrill is over.