Poofybutt
Est. Contributor
- Messages
- 1,132
- Role
- Adult Baby
- Little
Don’t really know where to put this, but I just needed to vent and maybe get a positive chat going, anyone feel free to respond.
So I just had a horrible week, nothing but Masters applications, ceaseless hours of thankless, extra-curricular school work, juggling my own thesis obligations with the mandatorily imposed thesis work we need to complete on other student’s projects and working a few days on a freelance editing job that I despise.
During my home time I have either been working on homework, additional freelance editing duties or doing some much needed maintenance work, I’ve had a leaky shower head for a while now and one of my cupboard doors went crooked somehow. I fix the shower-head fine, but then I tackle the cupboard door, I didn’t have a handle on it properly and it’s corner ends up dropping down and gouging my forehead. It bled for quite a while because of where it was located, the forehead, it's nothing too deep, but I now have a rather blatant and noticeable gash on my forehead, not a pleasant experience. I fix the cupboard only for it to go limp on it’s hinge a few minutes afterwards, arggh! I’ll have to get new hinges… when I have the time, there are zero hardware stores near me and I have a lot on my plate as is.
Another night, on my way home from a friend’s art gallery showing, some drunk guy takes a swing at me when I’m walking and checking my text messages. He missed miserably and wound up on his rear, embarrassing himself, his fist merely grazed me, but the jerk was wearing a ring on every finger and as luck would have it, one of them nicks the tip of my nose, so another boo-boo.
I'm hurt, overworked and sleep deprived and all the while, I keep looking on the bright side, me and Mommy tentatively set plans for a baby get together Thursday and Friday, we both had those days off this week. Well, my Thursday gets shot because of Thesis work, I have to collaborate on my peers’ projects for part of my grade, I was scheduled to be with them from 11:30 am until 9pm with a brief 45 minute break in between (I got home at 11:34pm tonight and I only had a 45 minute break since 11:00am this morning) and some of the personalities I am forced to work with just clash with my own. These literal hours above and beyond my already full class schedule, my own independent thesis work and my freelance gig pushed back the time that Mommy was supposed to pick me up at. The worst part though, what do you know, more School related, mandatory, extra-curricular BS gets scheduled for Saturday morning bright and early from 9am to 6pm, keep in mind, I have classes Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, every other Friday and Sunday, 8am to 10pm or 1pm to 10pm during the week and 3pm-6pm on Sunday and on my off days, I invest at least 6-8 hours into my current freelance job and an extra 5+ hours on completing my own thesis work, so as usual, this abrupt addition to my already cramped schedule robs me of any personal time whatsoever.
So, I tell Mommy of my hours for today and over the weekend and instead of picking me up late Thursday evening, which was what we originally agreed upon, she decides instead that we should reschedule our Mommy/Baby days
I can’t really blame her, she was looking forward to our time together just as much as I was, so she’s sad that we had to cancel too and I always forget that she lives a good hour and 15 minutes away from me, so she has to take time out of her schedule to pick me up and of course, she doesn’t wanna run all over the place, dropping me off at home early on her day off, least of all on a day where we are supposed to be relaxing as Mommy and baby.
Suffice it to say, I feel like crap (and that’s putting it mildly), I was ran ragged all week and the bright light at the end of the tunnel, a few days of being a baby with Mommy gets snatched out from under me because my plate is just too darn full. My program is fairly hands on and competitive so I acknowledge I have to put in the work, but for pete’s sake it almost feels like it controls my life at times. I know there are people who have probably had worse weeks and experiences, but still this is the first time in a long while where all I wanna do is cry
So now, I have my Friday off, my only day of rest all week and I am so upset that I might not even throw on a diaper or regress, why bother, it might give me some modicum of relief, but I’m so damn tense and I hate feeling rushed when in baby mode, I have to wake up so early Saturday morning that I doubt I’ll get full-use out of my diaper or even be able to go to bed in it. Also regressing alone is magical, but doing so with Mommy is next level and as I mentioned, that’s out the window for this week. I’m a dinged up baby who is overworked, sad, miserable and cranky
I don't think this has come out in my posts throughout the week, but that doesn't mean I'm not upset, I just try to be my usual friendly, informative and loveable self when I reply to all my padded friends, but tonight I really needed to vent.
I’d reschedule Mommy and Baby time and make it during the week next week, but me and Mommy have pretty set schedules and the distance between us is always a little bit of a challenge. To make matters worse, I don’t know when I can be with Mommy next, my thesis project and school in general reaches it’s zenith over the next couple of months, what with deadlines and midterms. Compounding things, is the fact that I have this freelance job until early April.
Sigh, anyone else hate it when adulthood, school and work significantly interferes with your personal time, ABDL time or otherwise?
I could use some cheering up and maybe hearing from others who have experienced similar disappointments will make me feel a lot less alone in this. It’s such a shame that this has to happen when a small chunk of time opens up for me and Mommy to get together. I’ve dealt with disappointment and I’ve been robbed of baby time before as a result of other adult interests, school and work, sometimes even a combination of the the three, but this is the worst week I’ve had in a long time.
Also, starting to get a head-splitting migraine right this minute and I'm all out of tylenol, all the stores near me are closed
Anyone know of any good home remedies for a migraine?
Will this week never end!
So I just had a horrible week, nothing but Masters applications, ceaseless hours of thankless, extra-curricular school work, juggling my own thesis obligations with the mandatorily imposed thesis work we need to complete on other student’s projects and working a few days on a freelance editing job that I despise.
During my home time I have either been working on homework, additional freelance editing duties or doing some much needed maintenance work, I’ve had a leaky shower head for a while now and one of my cupboard doors went crooked somehow. I fix the shower-head fine, but then I tackle the cupboard door, I didn’t have a handle on it properly and it’s corner ends up dropping down and gouging my forehead. It bled for quite a while because of where it was located, the forehead, it's nothing too deep, but I now have a rather blatant and noticeable gash on my forehead, not a pleasant experience. I fix the cupboard only for it to go limp on it’s hinge a few minutes afterwards, arggh! I’ll have to get new hinges… when I have the time, there are zero hardware stores near me and I have a lot on my plate as is.
Another night, on my way home from a friend’s art gallery showing, some drunk guy takes a swing at me when I’m walking and checking my text messages. He missed miserably and wound up on his rear, embarrassing himself, his fist merely grazed me, but the jerk was wearing a ring on every finger and as luck would have it, one of them nicks the tip of my nose, so another boo-boo.
I'm hurt, overworked and sleep deprived and all the while, I keep looking on the bright side, me and Mommy tentatively set plans for a baby get together Thursday and Friday, we both had those days off this week. Well, my Thursday gets shot because of Thesis work, I have to collaborate on my peers’ projects for part of my grade, I was scheduled to be with them from 11:30 am until 9pm with a brief 45 minute break in between (I got home at 11:34pm tonight and I only had a 45 minute break since 11:00am this morning) and some of the personalities I am forced to work with just clash with my own. These literal hours above and beyond my already full class schedule, my own independent thesis work and my freelance gig pushed back the time that Mommy was supposed to pick me up at. The worst part though, what do you know, more School related, mandatory, extra-curricular BS gets scheduled for Saturday morning bright and early from 9am to 6pm, keep in mind, I have classes Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, every other Friday and Sunday, 8am to 10pm or 1pm to 10pm during the week and 3pm-6pm on Sunday and on my off days, I invest at least 6-8 hours into my current freelance job and an extra 5+ hours on completing my own thesis work, so as usual, this abrupt addition to my already cramped schedule robs me of any personal time whatsoever.
So, I tell Mommy of my hours for today and over the weekend and instead of picking me up late Thursday evening, which was what we originally agreed upon, she decides instead that we should reschedule our Mommy/Baby days
I can’t really blame her, she was looking forward to our time together just as much as I was, so she’s sad that we had to cancel too and I always forget that she lives a good hour and 15 minutes away from me, so she has to take time out of her schedule to pick me up and of course, she doesn’t wanna run all over the place, dropping me off at home early on her day off, least of all on a day where we are supposed to be relaxing as Mommy and baby.
Suffice it to say, I feel like crap (and that’s putting it mildly), I was ran ragged all week and the bright light at the end of the tunnel, a few days of being a baby with Mommy gets snatched out from under me because my plate is just too darn full. My program is fairly hands on and competitive so I acknowledge I have to put in the work, but for pete’s sake it almost feels like it controls my life at times. I know there are people who have probably had worse weeks and experiences, but still this is the first time in a long while where all I wanna do is cry
So now, I have my Friday off, my only day of rest all week and I am so upset that I might not even throw on a diaper or regress, why bother, it might give me some modicum of relief, but I’m so damn tense and I hate feeling rushed when in baby mode, I have to wake up so early Saturday morning that I doubt I’ll get full-use out of my diaper or even be able to go to bed in it. Also regressing alone is magical, but doing so with Mommy is next level and as I mentioned, that’s out the window for this week. I’m a dinged up baby who is overworked, sad, miserable and cranky
I don't think this has come out in my posts throughout the week, but that doesn't mean I'm not upset, I just try to be my usual friendly, informative and loveable self when I reply to all my padded friends, but tonight I really needed to vent.
I’d reschedule Mommy and Baby time and make it during the week next week, but me and Mommy have pretty set schedules and the distance between us is always a little bit of a challenge. To make matters worse, I don’t know when I can be with Mommy next, my thesis project and school in general reaches it’s zenith over the next couple of months, what with deadlines and midterms. Compounding things, is the fact that I have this freelance job until early April.
Sigh, anyone else hate it when adulthood, school and work significantly interferes with your personal time, ABDL time or otherwise?
I could use some cheering up and maybe hearing from others who have experienced similar disappointments will make me feel a lot less alone in this. It’s such a shame that this has to happen when a small chunk of time opens up for me and Mommy to get together. I’ve dealt with disappointment and I’ve been robbed of baby time before as a result of other adult interests, school and work, sometimes even a combination of the the three, but this is the worst week I’ve had in a long time.
Also, starting to get a head-splitting migraine right this minute and I'm all out of tylenol, all the stores near me are closed
Anyone know of any good home remedies for a migraine?
Will this week never end!
Last edited: