LittleTokio
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Hiya, This is my first time on ABDL related Forums,Where do i start! :sweatdrop::dunno:
(Im sorry for the format, Makes it easier for me and others "Hopefully" to understand)
About me :
Im a 22 male, I enjoy gaming. PUBG, Fornite, Battalion 1944, LOL, Overwatch, Csgo. Love the competition. Helps keep my mind occupied.
Managed to make global in csgo.
Doing things with my hands (Anything DIY related)
I Finished my 3 years of Cookery & Hospitality. Came to realize a year later that this isn't what i want to be doing. Undecided on what to go for next.
I'd love to get into playing the piano.Love all types of music. Mostly classical/ Rap weirdly.
Im a fun guy. Love a good bit of banter. Very self critical and stubborn. Im feeling very conflicted. Have overwhelming thoughts of wanting to be a little girl but coming back to reality and wishing my little side was reality. Its where it makes me feel most safe.
Living with undiagnosed bipolar disorder,
Im heavily against pharmaceutical drugs.
But im beginning to struggle with overwhelming manics. Switching from low to high multiple times throughout the day.
Socially awkward. Fine around family and online. But in the real world i really struggle. Im to nervous in all aspects when it comes to relationships and sex.
I Will cry at almost anything. Happy or sad. Im an emotional person. Not emotionally unstable. Just cry a lot
What Brings me Here :
Im a ABDL little, During little time im 4 and a girl.
I love disney princess, Kitties, Nightdresses. Especially REARZ princess
My interest in diapers started when i was very young like 6/7 I can always remember having an interest in diapers. I think it stemmed from my bet wetting and the abuse from my step father. Psychically and mentally.
One of my worst memories was watching him burning my blanket which i was very attached. He left a big scar on me. At the time of being a child i believed he was my real dad. All i ever wanted is for his approval and for him to love me, But he just tormented and hurt me.
My mother eventually bought me a new blanket. I still have it along with my 4 newer ones. I dont know what i'd do without them. I cannot remember ever sleeping a night without them.
Being a little girl during my little time is massive for me. my half sister always seemed to get lots more attention, she was the baby of the family and had it much easier with my step father.
I was so envious and jealous of my sister because she got the approval that i never got.
I think this is why im so obsessed with wanting to be a DL/ little/ Girl.
I just feel really conflicted. So many what if's.
Wishing i could change gender. Feeling trapped in my own skin.
I want to be able to come to terms with it all, But its so hard having to accept im not going to ever be a little girl.
I get depressed from the smallest of things. When looking at clothing i wish were sized for me. In my searches for little girl clothing for someone who's 6ft its kinda hard :'(
To be able to relate to people, Most family members are aware of my fetish to be honest. i wasn't very secretive with it. They're not exactly excepting. But i tried my best to hide it.
Im really sorry for the length of the post, I've been righting this now for over 3 days. Getting stuck all the time.
All in all. Im here to grow and hopefully have a better understanding of myself.
Advice would be greatly appreciated. Also somebody to talk to.
(Im sorry for the format, Makes it easier for me and others "Hopefully" to understand)
About me :
Im a 22 male, I enjoy gaming. PUBG, Fornite, Battalion 1944, LOL, Overwatch, Csgo. Love the competition. Helps keep my mind occupied.
Managed to make global in csgo.
Doing things with my hands (Anything DIY related)
I Finished my 3 years of Cookery & Hospitality. Came to realize a year later that this isn't what i want to be doing. Undecided on what to go for next.
I'd love to get into playing the piano.Love all types of music. Mostly classical/ Rap weirdly.
Im a fun guy. Love a good bit of banter. Very self critical and stubborn. Im feeling very conflicted. Have overwhelming thoughts of wanting to be a little girl but coming back to reality and wishing my little side was reality. Its where it makes me feel most safe.
Living with undiagnosed bipolar disorder,
Im heavily against pharmaceutical drugs.
But im beginning to struggle with overwhelming manics. Switching from low to high multiple times throughout the day.
Socially awkward. Fine around family and online. But in the real world i really struggle. Im to nervous in all aspects when it comes to relationships and sex.
I Will cry at almost anything. Happy or sad. Im an emotional person. Not emotionally unstable. Just cry a lot
What Brings me Here :
Im a ABDL little, During little time im 4 and a girl.
I love disney princess, Kitties, Nightdresses. Especially REARZ princess
My interest in diapers started when i was very young like 6/7 I can always remember having an interest in diapers. I think it stemmed from my bet wetting and the abuse from my step father. Psychically and mentally.
One of my worst memories was watching him burning my blanket which i was very attached. He left a big scar on me. At the time of being a child i believed he was my real dad. All i ever wanted is for his approval and for him to love me, But he just tormented and hurt me.
My mother eventually bought me a new blanket. I still have it along with my 4 newer ones. I dont know what i'd do without them. I cannot remember ever sleeping a night without them.
Being a little girl during my little time is massive for me. my half sister always seemed to get lots more attention, she was the baby of the family and had it much easier with my step father.
I was so envious and jealous of my sister because she got the approval that i never got.
I think this is why im so obsessed with wanting to be a DL/ little/ Girl.
I just feel really conflicted. So many what if's.
Wishing i could change gender. Feeling trapped in my own skin.
I want to be able to come to terms with it all, But its so hard having to accept im not going to ever be a little girl.
I get depressed from the smallest of things. When looking at clothing i wish were sized for me. In my searches for little girl clothing for someone who's 6ft its kinda hard :'(
To be able to relate to people, Most family members are aware of my fetish to be honest. i wasn't very secretive with it. They're not exactly excepting. But i tried my best to hide it.
Im really sorry for the length of the post, I've been righting this now for over 3 days. Getting stuck all the time.
All in all. Im here to grow and hopefully have a better understanding of myself.
Advice would be greatly appreciated. Also somebody to talk to.