tdevil3475
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Hello. Not sure about AB/DL. Actually never actually come out with my fetish yet. I work a demanding Adult job that makes me a public image. I have always had a thing for spanking though. Can't even have an orgasm unless I am imagining myself being spanked. Even had to make up stories in my head while having sex with my two ex-wives. Tried talking to them both and they both told me I was sick.
Here is what brought here. Been looking into the age play scenes. To me, spankings are for kids. I always had to make up my stories of me as a child being spanked. Whether having sex or even masturbating.
Turn ons for me are overhearing a child being threatened with a spanking, reading about a child being spanked, or seeing a spanking. If I had my true fantasy, I'd probably be five years old and mommy would take care of me. Of course I'd get in trouble for something and be taken over the knee for a spanking and place in the corner. Sick right, probably why I've never had a good relationship.
Here is what brought here. Been looking into the age play scenes. To me, spankings are for kids. I always had to make up my stories of me as a child being spanked. Whether having sex or even masturbating.
Turn ons for me are overhearing a child being threatened with a spanking, reading about a child being spanked, or seeing a spanking. If I had my true fantasy, I'd probably be five years old and mommy would take care of me. Of course I'd get in trouble for something and be taken over the knee for a spanking and place in the corner. Sick right, probably why I've never had a good relationship.