Sgdlboy
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- Diaper Lover
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I myself is still trying to get through the binge/purge cycle of being a DL although it is now much more mild compared to long time ago where i threw all my stuff away only for the feelings to come back and i ended up buying again. Nowadays i just keep the stuff without throwing them away for i know the feelings will surely return.
The part about accepting yourself is kinda confusing to me , for years i've been trying to fight the feelings , the urge to wear and i was wondering what is wrong with me , its so weird compared to other stuff that people do. Im still trying to accept myself but i have tried many many times when i fight the feelings and urges to wear a diaper , i feel like im suffering and the world is a very dark place , these feelings that come is relentless. I tried to put them off by distracting myself with other stuff but it always seem to find a way to me.:wallbash:
Recently i learn to accept myself or are still trying to , it became true and obvious to me that i feel happy for when i want to wear a diaper i will just wear it, i totally do not want to fight the feelings anymore and suddenly i feel kinda good about it. i also feel good about outlook in life , its just this weird.:dontgetit:
I was wondering if any others felt this way or have an explanation as to why something like this happens.
The part about accepting yourself is kinda confusing to me , for years i've been trying to fight the feelings , the urge to wear and i was wondering what is wrong with me , its so weird compared to other stuff that people do. Im still trying to accept myself but i have tried many many times when i fight the feelings and urges to wear a diaper , i feel like im suffering and the world is a very dark place , these feelings that come is relentless. I tried to put them off by distracting myself with other stuff but it always seem to find a way to me.:wallbash:
Recently i learn to accept myself or are still trying to , it became true and obvious to me that i feel happy for when i want to wear a diaper i will just wear it, i totally do not want to fight the feelings anymore and suddenly i feel kinda good about it. i also feel good about outlook in life , its just this weird.:dontgetit:
I was wondering if any others felt this way or have an explanation as to why something like this happens.